I've been so out of it for the last few weeks, like I got severe derealization and I'm just living on automatic. No more. I'm snapping out of it: touching grass, grappling, conscious learning, conscious work.
Total disassociation, fully out of your mind Googling derealization, hating what you find That unapparent summer air in early fall The quiet comprehending of the ending of it all open.spotify.com/track/30y5OpD8…