If you're not happy with where you are in life and not sure what to focus on start with your body. Exercise, feed it healthy foods, get it proper sleep, go for walks. The act of getting your body in shape will open up your brain to more possibilities.
• 0 alcohol • 8,000 steps • 5g of creatine • 150g of protein • 7 hours of sleep • 1 gallon of water • 500 calorie deficit • 45 minutes of exercise • 30 minutes of sun exposure • 80% single-ingredient foods