My story : born 55 years ago .

My earliest memory is when we lived in a home with a staircase leading to the basement. I remember playing on those stairs and falling to the basement concrete floor and having a severe head injury. I believe it was an aneurysm. I was told I could…

Part 2 of my story :

Growing up I was picked on because of my sensitivity. In my home my older brother was not very nice to me for whatever reason. He felt the need to pick on me probably because I was the peace maker while he was rebellious. So eventually I started going to the…

Part 3 : my high school days :

I was not a great student per se . I was a C student at best with the odd B. I was really drawn to what others would consider female courses . Typing , cooking , there was one subject I took that was called “family studies” I was the only male in…

Part 4: my married life -

Let me start by saying I will AVOID criticizing my dear wife of 33 years because God knows I have just as many faults if not more .

I got married in 1990.

We had our first daughter in 92 and our second in 94. When our first was born it hit me like…

I think it’s important to mention before I go onto chapter 5 is that the fears I had and the trauma I experienced with my early life was brought into my kids life - here’s an example- my birth mother portioned out my food as a teenager whenever I went for a visit . So I was…

Chapter 5 - psych wards and medication : you might want to read this very carefully

Many times I went to the psych ward . My first experience was seeing one person who was walking and talking like normal but with obvious mental health issues go from that person, to an…

Chapter 6: Time to finish up my story . It’s all about my diagnosis and medication and my experience with the differing diagnosis and the constant changing of my medication and the final results.

Back in 1998 when I got sick with what I’m being told I’m suffering from :

Major…

So I quit cold turkey .. every last one of them ( I don’t recommend this ) but I did .

The result was I started to feel BETTER 🤔

I started running again and losing weight like about 2-4 pounds A DAY .

I wanted to cry and cry I did

My doctor and I had many discussions…

I’m not well mentally right now , I’m in severe crisis mode… I must take a break , I won’t totally delete my twitter account but I must find a way out of my hell .. I have zero answers, I’ve done everything people have suggested. This is on me not you . I’m sorry I’ve burdened…

Impossible to say this any better !!

THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH

'Years ago, anthropologist Margaret Mead was asked by a student what she considered to be the first sign of civilization in a culture. The student expected Mead to talk about fishhooks or clay pots or grinding stones.
But no. Mead said that the first sign of civilization in an…

Jerry DJM Desertrat1935 ☮🌈🇺🇸💙🇺🇸💙💛🌻🌻 A lot of people are smiling on the outside and screaming on the inside. You never know what demons are lurking inside someone’s head. Be kind!

I’m Ok

I’m ok.
I’m feeling stronger.
I’m being kind to myself.
I’m resting longer.
I’m ok.
I’m prioritizing me.
I’m being mindful.
I’m eating healthy.
I’m ok.
I’m feeling grateful.
I’m practicing gratitude.
I’m ignoring those who
are hateful.
I’m ok.
I’m aware of…

'Years ago, anthropologist Margaret Mead was asked by a student what she considered to be the first sign of civilization in a culture. The student expected Mead to talk about fishhooks or clay pots or grinding stones.
But no. Mead said that the first sign of civilization in an…

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