i confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage
After a certain age, being a bad partner is just embarrassing. Sooo you didn’t do any work on yourself? No introspection, no healing, no growth… just basking in your toxicity huh?
healing from bpd sucks bc u will accidentally talk yourself out of very justifiable anger and hurt out of fear that you’re just tweaking and splitting on the person when in reality they really do have u fucked up
